What an inspiring Sat afternoon.

The "Terence Conran" book that i bought 3 years ago, never fails to get the creative juices in my brain going... Was stuck with designing a feature wall with ONYX [haha] marble again, and i decided to flip through my old books... After looking through this book, i will always have this sudden urge to design a residential project... re-invent the space and design the unique details..... which i feel i do not get to do in this office. And today, i have that sudden urge again. It's the magic of this book... I dunno why. Love the projects in this book... they are not the typical modern "shiny" designs u see everywhere in books or magazines nowadays, but designs that i will still appreciate after 20 years or so. Others may feel nothing when they see this book, but i just imagine the spatial quality in these projects, and it gets me excited to start designing again. I have always felt that my passion for design has disappeared over the years, and i will forget how wonderful designing can be. Certain distractions or events get me away from designing and now, i truly hope that i am getting back this passion that i have lost over the years...... slowly. I guess this is something that i have not come to terms with, about my passion. for designing and other aspects of life. i feel i waste too much time thinking about wu-liao things in life and i forget to ask myself what do i really want to do in life. YES!!! I feel the magic coming back to me!! What an inspiring Saturday morning!! Afternoon i mean.................

Ok, maybe most won't understand what i am talking about in the above mentioned, but i think it's something i need to write down, so that when i lose my footing again later, i can always have this post to remind me. : )

Today i have no Grand Plans to go out anywhere with anyone, despite being a Saturday, so it's going to be some "Me" time which i do enjoy once in a while. I do like to go shopping alone, with no restrictions and being carefree... truly happy. And do some reflection on the bus rides with my poddy blasting away in the background........... I think that's what Sag-gies enjoy the most. Their freedom. Without it, it's like.................. a chinchilla stuck in a cage. So, after this, im going to get a cheap manicure [waste money i know but i like ok!!], go to city hall get some flowers for mummy for mother's day, and her present. and hopefully hit the gym for body balance at 4.10pm. With no one to go to class with me, i tend to be lazy and not go...

I MUST NOT LOSE THIS PASSION!! It cannot slip through my fingers again!!! Wahahahahahahaha............. oh, and i must remind myself to write about the 3 Bunnies outing last night. So classic our outings.....