It is 2.19am in the morning now and i just cant get to sleep. It must be the super strong tea i had at the Hong Kong Cafe just now.......... Joined See Hum and Gaz for dinner at that cafe, which is situated at East Coast Road.... near this famous Prawn Mee store as well..... The good thing about this cafe is that they serve HK food (yum!) and my favourite mango pudding (the way i like it). However, their service was kinda slow and we had to keep reminding them of our orders...... I think the tea i drank is probably one of the strongest brew i have ever drunk. Hence the reason why i am still so wide awake at this unholy hour.

Anyway, came home by 10pm to make sure that i catch the Victoria Secrets Fashion Runway show..... I have to say that it was very wonderfully staged, with a cute theme to it and having different sets in the show. From having this sexy range and this set where the models came out with these drama mama wings...... I dunno how these models get their fab bodies (some of them are just too skinny), probably by not eating (Jiak Hong!!) and running on the treadmill for a few hours a day. (Lol!)

Had this rather interesting chat with See Hum this afternoon about the personality and characters of Saggitarians. Both of us being beautiful Saggis (kekekkekeke), we get along really well. In fact, I notice that i get along with Saggi people very easily and vice versa. He mentioned that Saggis are supposed to be very fickle in love and relationships and treasure their freedom too much and they play around with love. But so far, i do not think that is true for Saggis. (Or maybe this applies to the ones i know anyway) But yes, we really do treasure our freedom a lot. Tie us down like hens in a cage (i dont mean marriage!), and we will be very sad people..........

Got some wonderful news from our beloved Miss What that Ah Tong proposed to her on Christmas Eve! And they are planning their wedding to be around late April to early May........ Am really excited and happy for her....... She told me today that she wants me to be her bridesmaid (gasp!) and i told her that i think i will make a terrible one. Like, what if i step on her train or something??? Hahhahahaa...... So promptly after she informed me of that, she told me that on the 5th Feb, she wants to have a meeting with Gaz, Ah Zai, Susie, Don and me (all guys except me btw) to discuss the wedding. So i innocently asked her,

"What? Are they all going to be bridesmaids too??!"

"Hahahahaaa!! No lar! Anyway cannot have too many bridesmaids. Cause have to look for many male maids too!"

"..................."

Marriage is such a wonderful thing to happen. There are so many people on this earth, and yet why do we choose our partner among this huge sea of "potential partners"? I do believe that your other half is out there in this world, and it is up to you or your fate as to whether you can find him/her. Yes i know, mushy but true.

Whenever i find myself losing hope in the world of romance, there will always be something to lift my spirits up again. When i see a couple looking so blissfully in love with each other, you just know it because there is love in their eyes. (By this, i am not referring to those type where the guy's hands will be all over the girl's body or smooching each other like they are having a tongue wrestle) Anyway, i just feel comforted whenever i see a truly blissful couple. Love is such a simple thing. And yet, complicated at the same time. It can bring you the sweetest memories you can ever get, and yet, destroy you as well.

The other day, my guy friend was commenting to me that he has no time for his girlfriend and she is very ma-fan. (troublesome) So i retorted jokingly, "Aiyah, who ask you to get a girlfriend then??"

He answered that he didnt go looking for love. So i replied,

"Well, that's true. Love happens when you least expect it."

I realise that i always end up falling in love with people who i never ever expect myself to. My first love? Was someone who irritated me so much. Many many years ago on a Valentine's Day, by the dusty lockers in this particular JC, my first love (who was attached to someone else then) called me over to his locker.

"Here, a flower for you." and hands me a stalk of red rose.

I was so shocked and i didnt know if i should reach out to take the flower (because at that time i was thinking that he bought the rose for his gf, so cannot be for me what?!) and i just stared blankly at the flower until he started laughing out loud.

"HAhahahahahahha!!! Kidding!!!" He guffaws and clutches his stomach with his hands.

I was sooooooooo angry that i vaguely remember slamming my locker and storming off into the dark hallways (i dunno why my school had inadequete lighting back then though) and disappeared off into the horizon. Ok, i think i went to meet my friends or something later in town. I was so angry that i told myself never to speak to that irritant in my class ever again. But what happened after that incident, was that he called me on my house phone that night to apologise. He was the first guy to ever call my house. I had caller id then and my mum informed me that a guy had called for me and she didnt know who. So i checked the number and i instantly found it so familiar. So i checked my class list and i realised that it was that irritant.

The next day, i gave him my killer stare when i first saw him in the morning and he came up to me and apologised for his stupid action. That was when he told me that he had tried to call me the night before to apologise. So.......... this is someone who i never thought of being with, but we ended up staying up late chatting on the phone, exchanging letters (who handwrites letters to their partners now anyway??!) and going out on dates. In the end, i found myself, falling in love with this irritant.

Sigh, our first love is always so memorable, and that is so true. Why am i typing all these now? I have no idea. Must be the tea, makes you lovesick or something.... Haha!! But then again, i can always read this entry again and laugh at it.... : D At the meantime, i will try to sleep again..........