Have been going through different kinds of emotions these past few days. From sad, to happy to super excited to depression again. Confirm going to PMS soon!!!! Or maybe it is just a sign that my life is going to change. Soon. Or not.

Work has been tiring, working longer hours than usual, missing all my favourite Combat classes for the whole week and couldnt even make it for any class today... so sad. Though tiring, i feel like i have achieved something. I guess i have been lacking that feeling for the past 3 years and it feels good now. But sad that 2 of my collegues that i got close to recently have left, but i guess it is for the best for the company as well. Sian that i have a new admin person, who talks to herself (rather loudly too!) which gets on your nerves sometimes when you are trying to concentrate. Happy when you have a collegue to irritate you (in a funny way, but it gets a little too much sometimes as well...) when you are stressed at work. But i do get a little agitated when someone keeps bothering me about some repeated questions or when they just barge into your conversation with someone else.

But all in all, it has been fun. Life is about mixing the positives and negatives and making it right in life. Its about balance and finding it. Appreciating people around you and not taking them for granted. And i am starting to wonder why i started this entry in the first place. But then again, that is the beauty of blogging. : )

This is a little off topic........... but I wanna get the Lomo Fish eye lens!!! it looks pretty cool and i am a new Lomo fan! Hahahaa... a bit late into the craze but never mind lar. For the fun of it all.... :) Off to bed and sweet dreams....... (although i dreamt of going to my job site last night. Can die or not!??!)